In A Funk…

November 6, 2011

I have been in a funk as of lately. Now that I think of it I think it has been almost a year. It is not good but it seems the harder I try the harder it gets to reverse. My whole yearning to craft and make stuff is gone. The joy is gone the satisfaction is gone. I have always been an artsty person and I am not feeling that way. I love to feel different and out of the box and I am feeling not that. I keep praying it changes I love who I was and yes there are some things that have changed, but not everything. My heart is in the country and I need to get there. Lately I can not get enough of the country. That weekend in WI was so wonderful. I could have stayed there forever… there is so much peace there and I connect out there. Last weekend we spent Sunday driving in the country and shoot riffles and if I did not have to go to the bathroom so bad we would have stayed out there till the sun went down. The guys have such an advantage in this area.